I owe you all an Apology !!!

[superpickle]

I posted a couple of Way off topic and Way off color items.. It is NOT my basic attitude to get into Politics or to use such Language.. I can only ask that you forgive my posts in that kind of manor !
I know it offended some and I'm sorry.. I miss my Sweety so much its driving me crazy at times...
I guess its just Stress and stuff like that..
I promise it will Never happen again.. I Hope 
I've been dealing with Collection people that seem to have absolutely NO HEART at all. I cant even Guess as to How these people come to Be 
Thank you for Putting up with me.. I hope things will settle down a bit from now on.. Only time and Prayer will help me get it together again ...

Sincerely Paul...

[compedgemarine]

while I followed along on some of your previous posts I did reply. I dont neccessarily agree with all you said or the way you said it but differing opinions are what make this country what it is. I also understand the mental state you are in at this time. My wife past away a year and a half ago at the age of 46. It hit hard then and has not improved much with time. My two stepdaughters are in boston and south florida so it is pretty much just me and my animals here in georgia and I know that all that has happened has effected the way I act with some people. I tend to work on my bus or car or house or whatever because it is easier to do than deal with people. they say time heals all wounds and while that may be true it will never elliminate it. you may have offended some but the world didnt end over it sooner or later we will all be together having a beer and talking buses and the past wont matter. I know I dont lose much sleep over having offended someone. I lose enough of it sleeping in an empty bed missing my better half.
Steve

[Nick Badame Refrig/ACC]

Hi Paul,

Thats called being a stand-up guy...  

When a man realizes he's done wrong or has misguided someone else, that's the proper thing to do...  Be a Man!

My hat off to you Paul. Your in my book!

Nick-

[bubbaqgal]

Paul, thank you for the apology.  It takes a big man to admit he messed up.  Hang in there, things eventually will get better.  Try taking one day, or even one minute at a time.  Remember, you have lots of bus nuts on your side.  Cat

[Dreamscape]

Paul,

I know that this was a hard thing to do. I'll tell ya man, it was the right thing. I have a lot of respect for someone that owns up to making mistakes and then apologizing.

I know these past months have been difficult for you. We are your friends and will be there when you need someone to talk to.

Just take one day at a time, that's all anyone can do.

Regards,

Paul

[ttomas]

Hi Paul, everyone of us has done or said things that we regretted afterwards. God is a God that loves to forgive when we ask.  Thank you so much for the apology and outstanding example.  Tomas

[cody]

We've all been dealt some cruel blows in our lives, I saw it as frustration and emotional drain talking and never took it personal, like the others have said, it takes a man to step up and make it right, you've done that and I for one admire the courage that it took.  Just remember that we're all friends here and venting happens now and then, it's what being human is all about.  In the long run we're all busnuts and will stand with each other, we may not always agree but we'll always listen.

[JohnEd]

Paul,

How rich you are to have this kind of caring people around you.  I envy you that.

Rejoin the "race" and establish even greater support systems and, eventually, even more intimate ones.  Imagine what you would want for your beloved if the table were turned.  She loved you and wants your happiness and fulfillment as well.

It takes a couple of years for things to finally settle out so wait for it.  It gets better and better and we never forget, thank God.

John

[niles500]

Paul - when someone is in remorse .... forgiveness is not required .... only understanding .... this board and those that care need no other explanation - HTH